Here we go again…

New Beginnings…a certain movement for practicing the Divine in the Daily.  If it weren’t for do-overs I would be lost.

I find myself in a place I have been many, many times.

Starting over.

Have you been there?

Today I have decided to practice receiving. I am receiving Surrender. Surrender is a thing I have never quite been able to muster up or possess. Tightly gripped hands have been my go to more often than not. I’ve asked more times that I can count for God to pry my hands open and give me surrender.  Although I believe the asking is right it has failed to work.

Just now, sitting under a sprawling oak tree, I felt a breeze and an invitation to receive. The whisper floated through my very being…”I am giving it to you as a gift.”

Head back, eyes closed, I whispered back, “Thank you.”

I think with a new beginning the imperative thing is to receive. I cannot fix what has been done. I can’t change the past nor control the future but right here in this moment I can receive…

Forgiveness

Surrender

Peace

The Do-Over.

Gratitude fills my heart.  Knees hit the floor. I listen. I listen for the still small voice.

“Thank you Jesus” are the only words that come. “I am listening.”

A new beginning.

Yes, I think I’ll take it.